Coffee, Distraction & 24 Days....

(Crazy freakout face)

Well Hello There!

So basically I'm leaving for New Zealand in 24 Days...

WHAT THE HECK!!!

How on earth did it approach this fast?

wait one second........ Ill be right back.....

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(Totally won a roll up the rim and I'm going to claim my prize!!)

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(The outcome of my roll up the rim decides weather or not I get another coffee!)

ANYWAYS.....

Iam very distracted today! 

There are a million things that I need to do...

I have alot to prepare for New Zealand still.

I need to start using some different fundraising strategies, 

like doing spring cleaning for people by donation.

Its pretty exciting..

 also I looked around my room for about 45 minutes trying to find my right shoe...

My mind is just all over the place! and believe it or not...

I couldn't find my left sock after finding my right shoe... 

WOW!

Its been pretty difficult for me trying to really trust in God's provision for funding

I fell like I just want to do all myself but I need to trust that God will provide.

This has kind of kept me very distracted, I feel like when people are talking to me I'm not really paying attention... I'm kind of just talking to God in my head.

"This is what you want me to do... so why aren't you providing?"

"I've done all I can at this point... the rest is yours."

I CERTAINLY NEED LOTS OF PRAYER!

So please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, I need strength right now!

And some focus,

hopefully I can accomplish alot today,

I know this post was a little heavy, but I do really need your prayers.

Love,

Holly Dolly So Smally